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“what if I fall?”, said one. said the other : “oh, my darling, what if you fly?”

Over the weekend I caught up with two close girlfriends. We talked about our perfectionist streaks, but not in that glowy pseudo-self-consciousy passively-proud-of-it way people do these days … We talked about how it resulted in us getting in our own way. We couldn’t really be happy and find peace if we kept clinging on to these unrealistic expectations of ourselves and others.

Worry and anxiety are freelancers’ (and business owners’) uneasy bedfellows, because you worry about continuity, about not finding work, about auditions and fucking up at them, about the work you currently have, that you’re balancing with 3 other things at the moment.

Especially when your work is your dream goal, the stakes are that much higher, and it becomes that much harder to let go of your own stranglehold on how much you want it to come true.

But sitting with it – making peace with it – and just doing your best and recognising the rest is out of your control, is such obvious advice but it works, for me. Some days are obviously easier than others, but I’m determined to start letting peace in more.

So this little quote struck home because it reminds me that having set out and done “it” (in this case, just completing an audition that I had a day to prepare for!), is more significant and more worthy than achieving perfection.

In other news, 10 days to New York! Crazy daisies.

Have a brilliant week of getting things done – and not (necessarily) perfect – ladies and gentlemen! Love x

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4 thoughts on ““what if I fall?”, said one. said the other : “oh, my darling, what if you fly?”

  1. we’ll never know until we try; something I’ll definitely be learning from in the months to come. I think it’s great we take so much pride/effort in what we do, we just need to let go and let Life :)

  2. theletterzee says:

    hey meds, yes! you’re right, we just have to let go and trust that we’ll be able to handle whatever comes our way :) I’m sorry I haven’t gotten back to you with a date to catch up yet, but I promise we will! These couple of weeks are quite crazy. Perhaps when I’m back from NY, in July? Does that work for you?

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